立志

嗯，我想通了。趁着大家还没投入真感情，好好表明立场吧。不知道神会怎么带领，只知道这样的决定让自己内心很平安。大概是祷告的功效吧。面对试探真的好痛苦，也很软弱，不过我要克服。尽管要忍痛放弃，我也会坚持。

不能在他面前变成小绵羊，求神好好使用我，在他面前也作见证，证明你不是随意存在或不存在的神，而是圣洁公义不容许亵渎的神。唯有你在我的生命中，我才是我。谢谢大家迫切的祷告。谢谢妈妈的劝告。神阿，带领我吧:)amen.

I don't know about tomorrow, I just live from day to day
I don't borrow from its sunshine, For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future, For i know what Jesus said,
And today I'll walk beside Him, For he knows what is ahead.
Many things about tomorrow, I don't seem to understand,
But I know who holds tomorrow, And I know who holds my hand.

Every step is getting brighter, As the golden stairs I climb,
Every burden's getting lighter, Every cloud is silver lined,
There the sun is always shinning, There no tear will dim the eye,
At the ending of the rainbow, Where the mountains touch the sky.
Many things about tomorrow, I don't seem to understand,
But i know who holds tomorrow, And I know who holds my hand.

I don't know about tomorrow, It may bring me poverty,
But the one who feeds the sparrow, Is the one who stands by me,
And the path that be my portion, May be through the flame or flood,
But the presence goes before me, And I'm covered with His blood.
Many things about tomorrow, I don't seem to understand,
But I know who holds tomorrow, And I know who holds my hand.